Grace

I have not been the best lately. I have forgotten, I have been angry, I have been bitter.

But today I wake up, completely gripped by it. By Him.

Grace.

I could write it a thousand times and it would not express how in awe of it I am. 

I was never let go by Him. By that grace that is extended, poured out, annointing me. I was just too dumb to see it.

Grace.

Even when I am a coward, even when I am a failure, even when I turn away. Every. Time. Every time.

What a reminder of how He takes over. He takes control and grips tightly in a hold that is gentle and strong and will never, ever, EVER, let go. 

I can walk confidently in that. Even when I feel like I'm spinning out of control, I'm just spinning in His hands, spinning of my own volition. 

Be still.

Grace.